My choice to no longer Trick or Treat has become a bit of a heated topic for me and family. I decided this year to put my foot down and stand up for what I believe and what I think is best for my son.
I was just 19 years old when I gave birth to my son.
I was young and totally lost as what I should do as a new young mom. Not only was I young, I was alone. Here I am, at just 19, with a child and his father is not around. It wasn’t just hard, but it was scary.
As a new mom, I was bombarded with all kinds of unwanted advice and suggestions. Though the thought behind the advice was what counted, it was still unwanted. I often found myself trapped. I didn’t know if I should raise my son the way I saw fit or be a people pleaser and do what others thought was right.
This is why, now, after 7 years… Trick or Treating is no longer for my family.
As a child I was able to celebrate Halloween, and as a child I thought it was the greatest thing. I mean not many kids didn’t love candy. I was ready with my costume and my pillow case to collect all the candy I wanted. After I was done Trick or Treating, I would sit in a friends living room and we would all sort our candy to get everything we loved. I have some great memories because of Halloween.
But you see, the thing is, I was a child and I didn’t know any better. As a mother, my outlook on Halloween has drastically changed. Not so much Halloween itself, more of the Trick or Treating part. You see, I can’t grasp the concept of it. Everyday, we remind our children not to accept candy from strangers but once a year we dress our children up to do just that. To accept candy from strangers. My son has enjoyed Halloween over the past 7 years but I am deciding that this year, Trick or Treating is just not for us.
My choice is not a religious one but for the sheer fact that I am a total hypocrite for telling him not to do something and then when Halloween rolls around, letting him do what I told him not to.
I have raised my son how I saw fit with the exception of a thing here and there, Halloween being one of those things. I put my belief to the side to please someone. Today, I had to give my phone to someone because I was ready to start a war via text message. In that brief moment I was reminded that I let people and their opinion on how I raise my son bother me. I was standing in the grocery store just about in tears because of this text message.
I was told my child should come before anything. I am trying to grasp how letting my child dress up in a costume to collect candy from people I don’t know is putting my sons best interest at heart? I gave my phone up because I would have said somethings I would later regret. I took a moment to breathe. It didn’t help because the rest of the evening I was on edge.
I am no longer 19 and I am no longer as impressionable as I once was. So today at 27 years old, I am saying that Trick o Treating is no longer for my family.
Ever since having my son, I have felt this way. This is a feeling that hasn’t changed and I let it sit in the back of my mind. I was made to feel like I was being a bad mom because I didn’t want to include my son in Trick or Treating.
I realize that I should not have to fight for that I believe is right for my son. I carried this child, I gave birth to him and I raised him. Why do I have to set aside what I believe is right because someone else feels I am leaving my son out of an important part of life.
I am aware of alternatives so my son doesn’t totally lose out on the experience. I’m not really concerned with him losing anything but gaining something. I hope that I can teach my son that you should always stand up for what you believe in, no matter what. That if you wholeheartedly believe in something, you should stand for it.
I don’t plan to ruin Halloween for my son but find a better alternative for him. I can buy him his candy. I feel more comfortable purchasing the candy rather then him collecting candy from strangers. We can have fun and watch movies, bake Halloween style goodies and do Halloween crafts. Cuddle up on the couch and read Halloween books. There are so many other options out there that are so much better for my son.
Over the last 7 years my son has had the chance to dress up and enjoy Halloween. My son will continue to enjoy Halloween for years to come. However, as his mother, as a mother who is learning to grow, I am saying No to Trick or Treating. I feel like a total hypocrite for allowing it all these years knowing how I truly feel. I chose to disappoint myself rather then someone close to me and I am now realizing, that is wrong and truly unfair to myself.
In 2012 Hurricane Sandy rolled through and Halloween was cancelled. My son did not die because he couldn’t go Trick or Treating. My son was still breathing and managed to move on with his life. He has not been traumatized because of this, he will not have to seek professional help because of this. I am learning to not allow others influence my desires as a parent. I am learning to be a better mother, a better person and a better woman.
At the end of the day, as a single parent, I need to learn to stand my ground. I need to learn to walk away and remind people that this is my child and I will raise him how I see fit. The lesson I have learned is that no matter what, do not let others influence you or your beliefs. I let this happen for far too long and I now have to change my ways for a better life for my son and I.
Trick or Treating is No Longer for My Family.
I know I may get grief for this and that is okay. My beliefs are just that, mine. I would never push my beliefs on anyone and I expect the same in return. Apparently that is too much to ask.
As a parent, I am entitled to raise my son the way I see fit. We will continue to enjoy Halloween movies, and goodies but Trick or Treating is just not something we will be participating in. This is something that will always be controversial in my family, but at the end of the day, he is my son, I am his mother, and I have his best interest at heart.
Is there a certain holiday that you don’t celebrate but the rest of your family does? Or maybe you celebrate a holiday that your family does not? Does this become a heated topic for you? What tips do you have to avoid confrontation with family while standing your ground?
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